Essayist First
The value of playing an infinite game is that when you follow your passion, you move according to a compass that is cryptic to the outside world. You will make decisions that won’t be rationalized/justified by VCs. For example, I still want to be an “essayist” more than a “founder,” and that might confuse business-minded folk I engage with. But if I’m an essayist my whole life, then I’ll be constantly improving and sharing my own composition tech-stack.