michael-dean-k/

On the gallery we saw some guy selling black and white doodles for $180, and they looked a lot like my (post-it) doodles, except less mature. My wife was critiquing it, just as the guy (Tykneenen) came up and introduced himself. Nice guy. Later, we guessed that he wasn’t part of the First Walk officially, just a local (a musician actually), trying to make some money and capitalize off the foot traffic. Not a bad idea. I showed him my gallery of doodles, and he was impressed by the perspectial nature (and even said that, from our brief interaction, that I inspired a new direction for him), and I realized, huh, I forgot how much I enjoyed drawing.

Looking at “The Where” exhibit by Karey Kessler gets me wondering how I might able to weave prose/poetry into art/geometry/composition. There’s another one I saw that had pages from a book as part of a collage, and I wonder how typewritten pages and cutouts might play a role.

I’m most inspired by Ryan Hamburger’s Monomyth exhibit, which feels architectural and similar to some of my own experiments from the past. It got me nostalgic for my drafting board. There’s something to using straight edges and lead pencils to construct things, and then using watercolor to fill them in. I have a fuzzy mental image of what I’d create if, suddenly, I had all the supplies I need. Something like a geometric fractal where shapes occur at all sizes, but at different angles.

Pretentious > pre-tense > context (I realize this is a stretch, but...). Artists are pretentious when they’re frustrated that others don’t have the context to understand what they’ve made. They’re upstream of culture, and so others don’t have the framing to pick up on it yet. There are two reactions, 1) not caring if they get it, and 2) making work for mass contexts (meeting the culture where the OS currently is)—and maybe both are wrong.

Instead, progressive ideas come with the responsibility to make sure anyone is equipped to download the context to get it. The trick is doing this implicitly without being too on the nose. The bootloader has to be secretly encoded. Deconstructing your own lyrics feels too desperate. Maybe it’s something about building an on-ramp for those who care to try to pierce into something.

• The Rembrandt painting of Aristotle (in medieval garb) touching a clay bust of Homer is a good example of an anachronism.
• Mandalas are not just pretty symmetrical drawings, they are ritualistic diagrams for Buddhist to model reality.
• Buddhist deities often appear to seem simultaneously silly and demonic. This seems similar to the psychedelic tactic of how to deal with the shadow. If something terrifying comes about, don’t cower in fear and ignore, but address it, turn it into a cartoon, and it tends to vanish.
• Why is Jimmy Eat World playing in the gift shop of the MET? This is a weird vibe to cultivate after the ancient Asian art exhibit.